1. |
Foreword
01:04
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2. |
Heaven's Kiss
03:09
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Once you feel it break the skin
Let me know and I'll begin
Take this belt and don't let go
In a second they'll be gone
Feel the rise of heaven's kiss
All I've lost seems like it's less
And I'll crawl back to your hole
My veins up
I hear them call
You were never here
In our secret place
To bathe inside your fear
As the screams come 'round again
This I know I should expect
And just waitin' by the door
Here to buy back what you sold
For one moment in your bliss
The ability to rest
And I'll crawl back to your hold
My blood pools
I hear them call
You were never here
In our secret place
To bathe inside your fear
Make that same mistake
And I cannot seem to care
As the angels sign
Devour all your tears
All my masks are my defense
That's the cost of things repressed
So just take this as you're told
Fill that medicated hold
Now I've found that place again
Deep inside I am still dead
And I'll crawl back to your hole
My veins pull
I hear them call
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3. |
I've Got My Ways
03:41
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It's cold outside
There's orange in the leaves
Just got home
Hastily drop my keys
And it's straight to the baggie I'll go
To indulge in this sin one more time
And know
I've got my ways
Ways
And I'm takin' and I'm takin' and I'm takin'
Ways
Just what did you expect of me?
Yeah I'm high as a kite as you can see
And it's straight to the baggie I'll go
To indulge in this sin one more time
And know
I've got my ways
Ways
And I'm takin' and I'm takin' and I'm takin'
Ways
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4. |
Toll
04:52
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How can I trust a word you've said?
All these inconsistencies that you cannot defend
Seems like sanctity is some war inside your head
Nothin' left to salvage here
No more that I can pretend
You've taken a toll
My sympathy is sore
When I walk out that door
You'll see my face no more
Every gift you've given me was laced with malice intent
Now here I am caught up in your web of discontent
One thing I know is I won't live my life like this
There's nothin' left to salvage
No more that I can mend
God only knows
Why you wallow in your shit
And let it be known
To all who will listen to it
You've taken a toll
My sympathy is sore
When I walk out that door
You'll see my face no more
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5. |
Devil In The Rearview
04:38
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There is no place
That I call home
Just a drifting shadow
Of flesh and bone
The devil in the rearview
Oh he calls my name
And if you let go my darling
I will surely
Fade away
Another day
Another thorn
Another glimpse of
What is in store
I can understand
That this is fate
But that doesn't mean
I want it this way
There is no place
That I call home
Just a drifting shadow
Of flesh and bone
The devil in the rearview
Oh he calls my name
And if you let go my darling
I will surely
Fade away
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6. |
Fiend
04:47
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She's like speaking to a ghost that's physically there
Her heavy eye peer through long black hair
Nodding her head like she came here waiting to die
Pass from this world with little more than a sigh
And you're one among the damned
Forever enslaved
To a feeling that can't be found
The wounds in you
They run much too deep
Soul is scarred with the remnants of a fiend
Down she walks endless side street
Broken glass and needles cut her feet
Neon signs and worry lines
These sullen lives all reek of poverty
Night has come and streets glow
On she treks with no real aim or goal
By a dime this one last time
It's not a crime to sell your empty soul
Guess I should know by now
You can't change
I don't blame you anyhow
The wounds in you they run much too deep
A soul that's scarred with the remnants of a fiend
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7. |
Abaddon
03:40
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A bottomless hole
Has captured me
It tightens its hold
I cannot break free
Time
Is all that I know
Doomed to the same
Day after day
Down in this hole
Thought you wanted this
Life that you forfeit
Further further further further
I fall along
I fall along
I fall along
One step closer with no end
To endure the weight of infinite
One step closer with no end
In this place there sits abyss
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8. |
I'm Not Alone
03:46
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Livin' my life like I'm dyin' too soon
Slow suicide drug sex and booze
Rollin' the dice
I play to lose
No it's not right, it's what I choose
I'm not alone
I have my pain
I'm not alone
I have my hate
I'm not alone
I have my shame
I'm not alone
As I go down in flames
Walkin' the edge
The dance of a fool
Damned if I don't and damned if I do
I'm not alone
I have my pain
I'm not alone
I have my hate
I'm not alone
I have my shame
I'm not alone
As I go down in flames
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9. |
Intermission
00:34
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10. |
Gone
05:01
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Can't you see
Dead dreams come to me
Used is my name
Just an empty cellophane
A flame burns out inside
I'm still here
I'm just not alive
This reflection
A stranger I hate
In sleep I still cannot escape
To far gone
For me
To move on
No this isn't home
My heart has turned to stone
Now go back to sleep
In this place of the dead and dreaming
This isn't home
Oh no this isn't home
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11. |
Pandora
04:40
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